Dear You

Hei You..

I just want to thank you for always being there for me..
For constantly saving me from drowning..
For accepting me with all my weaknesses..
For stopping me from damaging myself even more..
For showing me that imperfection is the only perfection..

I just want to apologize for not knowing how precious my life is..
For not understanding that I’m hurting people around me..
For forcing you to see how self-destructive I am..
For letting you catch me everytime I fall..

That you can find a better person for you to spend your life with, true it is.. And I can’t thank you enough for your willingness to choose me instead.. That you are the person I respect the most, that is the fact.. And that growing up beside you is the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me, I couldn’t agree more..

Life is what you choose for you.. And I choose you.. Your decision to choose this fucking big liar is something that you may regret later, when you see her sabotaging her life again and again.. The idea of me disappointing you again is something that will haunt me every single day for the rest of my life..I can never thank you enough.. Thank you for everything.. I love you, I love you, I’m sorry..

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