07.18.08
Who is (are) ur greatest inspirations??
Hey,,there..actually,this post is inspired by my previous post which told a bit about my boyfriend who is always being my inspiration (he says that im an inspiration for him,also..hehe..)..thus,,I wanna continue talking about who else inspire me that much..im sure that u all have one (and maybe more) to..so,,here we go..
God Almighty
I always have a tendency to call it Tuhan,not Allah..i dunno why,,it’s just that saying the name of my God giving me more sensation..maybe Im a terrible sinner so that saying Allah is like,,,,hehe,,u know lah…anyway,,Allah is my first greatest inspiration..He (should I call it ‘he’,’she’,or ‘it??!) inspires me from the 1st time I could use my mind to think..seeing Allah’s creature always helps me to realize how amazingly amazing he is…my boyfriend said once that actually God gives us inspirations thru other people, but I believe that She herself can directly inspire us in unpredictable ways..whenever I fall down,,a little conversation with Her (I decided to call God ‘She’..it’s just a part of my feminist side,I guess..hehe) can immediately recharge me,,give me more spirit..My family isn’t really religious,,and they raised me not in a religious environment,yet I always have my faith..i don’t read Quran as often as when I was in my school periods,,but Im always certain that reading Her verses is a number one healer…
My Incredible Mom
Now we go to the next one….yes,,it’s my mom..my mom always inspires me in ways that she herself never thought that she does…The way she lives her life is incredible..She is a kinda woman that any child will ask to be her/his mom….She is on the top of my ‘most-trustworthy people’ list..i tell her everything about my life -without some parts about my relationship,,honestly..hehe.. she is my first teacher..she had taught me to be a feminist without even mentioning the word…I always know that one day,,when I have my own child,,she will be my role model in raising a childJ…..and one thing,,she’s the one that ‘introduced’ me several figures that then be my other inspirations..from Hillary Clinton to Benazir Bhutto..from Kennedy to Mahatma Gandhi..u just name it…whwn I was still a little girl,,she gave me a large exposure to what happened in this world by allowing me to read newspapers that I didn’t understand at that time and watching news in television telling about what world leaders did, which would actually bring me to my biggest passion,,politics.so,,I thank her for that…
My Magnificent Boyfriend
I only have three most inspirational people,,so he is the last one…sorry hon,,I may be the first inspirational person for u,,but u’r beaten..hehe..hmm,,my boyfriend may be one of the smartests guy I’eve ever known..he has a very wide horizon..he knows plenty of things..every single day I spend with him is like a school of life, for he taught me lots of nu thing,,either directly or indirectly…i always have best conversations with him,,be it about happiness,,sadness,,worries,,dreams,,basically everything..we like to have a long time arguing or debating something,,and what I admire the most from him is that he never shows any emotion when giving argument..on the contrary,,I always do everything emotionally,,so he likes to calm me down..i can say that whenever I have a conversations with him is a moment of contemplation,,and I thank him for that,,and for being in my life…
07.17.08
what’s ur guilty pleasure??
hey everyone..stlh lm sy ndak post dsni,,akhrny nulis lg..hehe..mklum,,lg dmenny ngrsn multiply daku..jejaring sosial boo..jd lbh komunikatif drprd yg dsni..hehe..
oke,,skrg gw mo nls soal guilty pleasure..gw prcy smw org pny guilty pleasure..ksnangan yg bqn rd2 brslh krn qt nkmatin wktu dilakukan..bqt gw,,guilty pleasure gw adlh pk m’khyal pk bju2 sxy..huahahaha..gw ykn co gw bkl ktw smp mo mmpus klo bc niy postingn..mxd gw bkn bju2 sxy yg provokatif gmn gt lowh..tp bju2 ky model gaun2 luvu yg srg gw liat d mjlh..mslny model hallter neck (tho i no longer hve big boobs to be shown off..hehe),,atw one shoulder,,ato kmben,,ato yg gmn kek yg bs ngsh ksn provokatif in a gud way..
s’umur idup,,gw g prnh lho pk bju2 sxy mcm gni..sumpe d,,plg cm pk bju ketat yg kt co gw siy udh bkin gw kliatan sxy..scra bokap dan co gw tu protektif bnr..dan gw blm s’brani itu jg siy pk bju anh (en blm ad ksmptn bwt mke jg)..cm gw sk aj liat bju2 slb yg anh2..cari2 inspirasi gy gt d..dan gw pgn swtu saat,,sx dlm idup gw bkl pny ksmptn pk bju halter neck sxy wrn item..plus riasan smokey eyes gotik2 gmn gt,,en stiletto..ehhehe..tp smpe sjauh ini,,ngayal ajah dl d..hohohoho…
yg bkin khayalan ini jd smcm prsaan brslh adlh,,koq y bs2ny gw mkr pgn b’pnmpilan ky gn dgn tjuan bkin org kgum liat gw..yoloh,,pliz d,,gw sllu nanemin k otk gw klo pnmpilan fsik isnt all tht mtter..tht wht imporntnt is accepting urself just d’way u r..i just,,dunno,,love it..hehe..
07.12.08
No Title…
I actually dont have any idea about what i should write…it’s just me being alone in the warnet and thinking that i better write something…hehehe…hmm,,yesterday was my another day of contemplation….thanx to my boyfriend for always being my inspiration..even our conflicts always give me something to learn…hehe..
im just questioning why it is always difficult (at least for me) to enter someone else’s world..my boyfriend and i had already had completety nu world long be4 we met..being in a relationship means that i need to get adapted with his world,,and vice versa..trust me,,adaptation is never easy..it’s even painful sometimes..hehe..i disagree with him in lots of thing..and he argues me in many other things..however,,luv needs something to give..i try to understand him,,and he does the same thing..
the problem is that i still keep my own value,,and so does he..no matter how hard i try,,it’s kinda boring sometime to join him doing his favorite activities,,to see him doing what he is into,,to accompany him doing things that i am not really interested in..is that wrong??i mean,,if i know that he enjoys doing things that he likes,,why cant i just showing at least a little interest in the same things..why cany i show to him that im bored??!!doesnt it hurt him to see me not showing any interest to things that he considers his passions??
i dunno,,whenever i dislike something,,my face betrays me and show it to the world..maybe like what he always says,,im too transparent..haha..
anyway,,i know that i’ve tried,,and im still trying to be a gud and a better girlfriens..day by day..i hope that he can see it..i do it not only becoz i want our relationship to run well,,but also becoz luv him..deeply..and i want to luv what he luvs…
07.11.08
Kenapa Suami2 Suka Selingkuh??!
gw g b’mxd menggeneralisasi smw co,,bpk,,atw suami dgn ngtik postingan ini..gw jg bknny pgn ikt2n t’jbak dlm arus pmbrtaan infotainment yg ngmgn kristina-al amin..gw sdr bhw slingkuh bkn cm hak eksklusif co,,tp gw cm mkir,,knp siy byk co yg g mkir sribu x sblm slingkuh..knp klo pun slingkuh mrka g cari ce yg sjuta x lbh baik dr ce.ny?KNP MSTI NYARI PSK??KNP MSTI BW PNYAKIT KELAMIN K RMH DAN NULAR2N ISTRI YG G B’DOSA??KNP CO2 KY GT G DKSIH HKUMAN SM TUHAN PENISNYA DIBIKIN KENA LEPRA TRUS PUTUS??
i may sound naive,,but im just questioning,,knp co2 mcm gt g mati aja drpd cm menuh2n dunia!!!!!!
07.02.08
Pesta Buku Jakarta
Hai2,,mo crita niyh..sbnrny siyh crita rd bt..jd,,kmren gw dan co gw k pesta buku jakarta 2008 di istora senayan..ini mank acara taunan dan yg kmrn tu dah yg ke3 kaliny gw dan co gw ksana brg..kyny taun ini yg plg mngecewakan d..bygn aja,,udh bela2in ksna dgn mnempuh p’jlnan dpok-snayan yg ampun2n mcetny klo pas jm sgtu (sumpe d,,pjlnn jd brasa jauh bgt!),,mlaui udara jkrta yg lg hot2ny,,dsna tnyt tu acara lbh sepi dr taun2 sblmny..g gt byk pnerbit yg ikutn..mgkn krn takut gr2 brp hr kmrn byk rsuh2 y d snayan..sialan mank tu prusuh2 (pardon my language)..
Tp yg bkin plg ksel,,g lain g bkn adlh krn g ada dskon gde2n ky yg d’gmbor2n pnylnggarany d spndukny..mn tu dskon smpe 70%..tu psrta2 yg ikutn plg bnter ngsh dskon 20% bwt buku2 yg djual..huaahh,,pdhl kn org dtg k acara ky gni krn ngncer buku2 murah,,scara hrga buku slangit aja skrg..hrga komik aja udh 13.800 perak skrg..damn it!!haduh,,gmn org indonesia mo pinter klo hrga2 buku tmbah mhal..ktny buku memerangi kbodohan..hell lah..jgnkn bwt bli buku,,bwt mkn aja susah..
Yg bkin gw rd bete jg,,kok kmrn gw lbh byk liat stan pnerbit buku2 Islami yah..sorry 2 say,,gw bknny mo jd sekuler ato gmn,,tp buku2 agama pasti g ada d list t’atas buku2 plhn gw d..hehe..akhrny kmrn gw cm plg m’bw 2 buku..buku ketiganya lascar pelangi sm novel t’baru ayu utami (yg gw bli krn hsutan co gw),,plus perut knyang abis d’jejelin cheeseburger dan ayam goring McD hsl nodong co gw mnt d’trktir..haha..
Smoga taun dpn acara ini lbh rme,,lbh byk pnerbit yg ikutan,,lbh byk dang de dskonny..smoga taun dpn acara ini msh ada..hehe..
NB:akhrny koleksi lascar pelangi gw lengkap jg..tinggal tggu yg ke4 terbit..
06.26.08
Gaptekness??
Hellow everybody,,due 2 my ‘gaptekness’,,i havent done any customization 2 my wordpress’page…hehe..anyway,,i hope i will soon improve it so that it will no longer look plain as it is now..one thing,,feel free 2 check out my other blog onlycelly.multiply.com..c ya…
06.18.08
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